Worst Birthday of my life..

Hope this would be the last worst birthday of my life..

I was feeling super sad on Friday night.. I remembered almost all of my colleagues' birthday.. And I would expect them to remember mine too.. As they have asked me when was mine.. I was hoping for a tiny winy cake at least.. BUT.. End of the day came with a blink of eye.. I was uber disappointed.. NON remembered mine.. I was super duper no mood.. Well fine.. I told myself.. After today's xMas celebration, I am not gonna organise anymore things in future..

Came Sat morning.. I was hoping for some big surprise by HB.. BUT was super disappointed again.. for the 2nd time.. Following hr, I hopped on the car to my mum's home.. When for a short shopping at JP.. Damn goodness.. It expanded.. Lots of ppl there.. And me, sis, hb took a super heavy lunch cum dinner at 1 of the restaurant there.. After lunch cum dinner, we headed home.. I was greeted with a cake from my sis.. How sweet.. =) After a slice of cake, dad gave me a small ang bao.. and I had to start preparing for our relative's wedding dinner.. I did not go.. Only mum and sis.. But I had to help out.. Working like a cow at home.. I wanted to shout!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS KNOW?! But.. swallowed everything and help them up.. Send them to the hotel and me, teared in the car.. Had wasted my birthday like this.. Was so so so so disappointed.. :~(

Sunday.. Tot would have a late surprise.. BUT.. Totally disappointed again and again.. Couldnt control myself and started to vent all my anger on HB.. He made me angry early in the morning also la.. Haiz..

Doesnt wanna continue anymore.. Was uber super duper disappointed with my close frens, hb and lots more ppl..

I AM SAD..